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2021.10.22 09:05 hades334 A Servant's Harsh Reality by hitode_rainbow

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2021.10.22 09:05 themoorofvenice SFA investigating Catering Solutions after complaints about meals at Jalan Tukang dormitory

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2021.10.22 09:05 woah9736 Help needed. Used VLR to remove vinyl lettering from t shirt as I have many times. Now the glue won’t come off the shirt so you can see where the logo was. Any tips on getting this residue off?

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2021.10.22 09:05 Conspire420 Swollen Members X The Midnight - Temptation / River Of Darkness (Conspir...

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2021.10.22 09:05 Ambitious_Cobbler100 Central Ohio, possibly a non venomous water snake?

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2021.10.22 09:05 tuesdaysundaytuesday How much will you let slide in the new season?

I mean, for me, they could ex machina the hell out of season 8 if that meant they would FIX that HORRIBLE finale. I would let that slide
I wouldn't let it slide if I see Hannah again. I don't watch stuff to be aggravated
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2021.10.22 09:05 CoinjoyAssistant Okcoin Becomes the First Exchange to List LUNR

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2021.10.22 09:05 ZealOnRats FIRE trabajando en just eat

Buenas a todos, llevo años trabajando en trabajos de hostelería, delivery, etc. y ahorrando algo, pero hasta '21 no he empezado a darme vuenta de que tengo que hacer un mejor uso de mi dinero.
Como persona con ingresos bajos mi capacidad para ahorrar realisticamente es de máx.200€ al mes, dicho esto me podríais recomendar algún sitio interesante donde empezar a invertir ese dinero?
Tengo que añadir que soy muy nuevo en el mundo del fire y la inversión, de manera que tutoriales o artículos para principiantes también me vendrían bien.
Soy muy consciente de que con estos ingresos tan bajos fire es una palabra muy ambiciosa, al final sólo busco hacer un mejor uso del dinero q puedo ahorrar.
Un saludo y gracias de antemano a todos!!
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2021.10.22 09:05 DaddysLittleFoxie__ Am I buggin or just sensitive af

A “friend” told me verbatim “you know you can call or text me any time ya know”. They were going to stay with a friend and I told them I would miss seeing them around and they said Aw how sweet it’s only for a few days and that I could call or text them whenever. I texted them happy birthday and asked about their plans and have a great day and stuff and a few days later I really did miss them soo I texted them and they never texted back now I feel stupid and like a bother and ughhhhhhh
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2021.10.22 09:05 Environmental_Pin13 Yoooo what

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2021.10.22 09:05 Rajajikiaayegibaraat Nikita Gokhale (new)

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2021.10.22 09:05 ShortAlgo $NLS Waiting for Short signal on NLS https://t.co/7J7u3SwOXS

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2021.10.22 09:05 -Guac Cursed marine biologist

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2021.10.22 09:05 khas-sc Anne Curtis

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2021.10.22 09:05 Secret-Tomato2699 Cigarettes

My puppy (almost six months old) will NOT stop attempting to eat cigarettes he finds when we’re out walking!
Does anyone have any tips or tricks to get him to stop? 😩
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2021.10.22 09:05 Ok-Primary-855 Head canon: love, loss and hope

I feel hurt, lost and alone. The walls of my head are closing in. The person I love doesn't love me anymore and I don't know what to do. I feel a pressure on my heart and a lump in my throat. I'm trying to look past it and become something better, but it's hard when she's constantly in my head. I see the good times and the bad times and it makes me want to rage and howl. How can it be the way it was when my heart has been hurt so much. She was my life and soul, the love of my life, the One. Or so I thought. How can the One break you in to pieces like this, without a care in the world. How can the One not care about the pain she put you through. How can she live with herself. She was never the One, after all.
I thought she was when I met her. I felt very similar to now. Lost and alone in a strange place. We met at Uni. I remember the first time I spoke to her. She was surprised by my London accent, being a southern girl. I said she sounded like a supply teacher. I think I fell for her maybe the third time I saw her. I just thought she was so genuine and so beautiful because of it. So like me, unsure of herself in this wide world. She was mine and I was hers, we shared our hopes and our fears, our dreams and our losses. We were two broken people In a broken world that found each other and somehow the world started to make sense for both of us, we finally understood what it was, we were each others human.
I told all my friends someone made her in a lab for me, how naive I was. I didn't know it then, no, back then it was all love. I remember how obsessed with each other we were and how long the weekdays felt until I could see her again, to hold her to me, to make her laugh, to just be with each other. When I'd come back from holiday all the boys would chastise me that I've invited her over straight away, but I didn't care. I wanted to see her more than them.
There are too many memories to put down to paper, for this would be thousand pages long, even now they hurt to recount. We watched shows, went out, walked beaches, always happy. We'd introduced each other to shows and films and place's we'd never seen. We'd travel miles just to see each other for a moment, We'd laugh together at the good times, cry together at the sad times and hold each tight during the scary times. She watched Lord of the Rings, properly, for the first time with me. She didn't really enjoy it, but I didn't care. I loved her. I loved her through everything, good and bad, I didn't care. I just wanted her. We spoke of the future, of living together and starting our life. Of marriage, of kids, of eternal bliss. She said I was her rock, her support, when did that stop. I'll never know. When did she stop believing I wasn't there for her, because I always was. I always belonged to her as she belonged to me. Then one day she didn't.
I asked her what's wrong, she didn't say anything. She reclused, she hid from me, she had a panic attack. I tried to hold her hand as I always do, she told me not to touch her. I cannot describe the devastation I felt in that moment. I want to use some profound metaphor for physical pain, but I have no words. When did she decide that I was a stranger. That I wasn't her ***** anymore, that I was someone else. That I was nothing.
I found out about the "break" from her mum first, not even from the person I was with. She had a panic attack and decided the best person to discuss her relationship with was her mum. Not me, but her mum. They came to a conclusion I was forced to accept. She wanted space. I didn't even hear it from her first. We lived 70 miles away from each other at this point, what more space could I give her. She didn't have to say anything else, but she did.
I'm still her person she said. Why does that ring so hollow, because I know it's not true. How can I be her person when she threw me away like I never meant anything, when she erased all of our history like I never existed. I asked her is this it, Don't be so dramatic she said, one of the last sentences she spoke to my face. She said she didn't love me and ended it a week later. Why did she play with me, what did she get out of it. I don't know, I'll probably never know. Don't be so dramatic, how did she think those were the right words for what she knew was coming. They haunt me still.
My heart is too soft for this world, I put all of myself in to her and she rejected it. She said she doesn't want me anymore, she said it's not something that happens overnight. But for me It did, my whole future was shattered in seconds. Our happy little life in our flat with our Norman was nothing but a dream. Once it was a good dream, now it brings me only sadness. She told me not to regret what never happened, but how can I not. How many times did I tell them that one day I'll never say goodbye again. I never even got a chance to say it for the last time.
Then she deleted everything. Every moment, every memory, every remnant of us. Like I was a dirty stain. Like I never existed. Like I wasn't worth anything else. Just a couple taps of her finger and I stopped existing for her. Maybe I'm reading too much in too it. But I can't stop the feelings of worthlessness that take over my mind when ever I think of her now. How can she pretend that I never meant anything to her, like I wasn't ever hers. When did I become a ghost.
Betrayal and torment follow me wherever I go. I feel like I'm stuck in a prison inside my head. When I sleep, I see them and I feel happy. I see her face, her eyes and her smile, looking at me like she used too, her hand on mine. I see Norman running at me yapping as he always does and I feel happy again. Then I wake up. I remember where I am. I feel like I'm in a dream I can't wake from. I love her still, but I hate her too. She gave to me some of the happiest moments of my life, and now the most painful. I feel like a fool. Like I wasn't good enough, like I never mattered. How can she throw me away like I'm nothing when all I did was try. Everything I did was for us, she said it should have been for me. I think she forgot that us was me and us was her. How can she forget, why did she forget. I fear I will never know the answer. Maybe it's for the best, maybe it's not. That's life. Throwing a stone blindly in to the ocean and not knowing where its gonna land, what ripples it will create and how it will disturb the floor when it finally lands. It's all a leap of faith. And I jumped for her, and landed face first in the dust.
I just wish she told me to my face that Sunday. That she didn't love me anymore. The pain would have still hurt. But I wouldn't hate her for lying to me and playing with my head. The cord would have been cut. My life wouldn't have been on put on hold. I wouldn't have been pacing and walking around wondering. I could have respected her. But now I see nothing but a heartless coward in place of the girl I loved more than life, 4 years and she ended it like I was a used dishcloth, to be thrown away when it's use is up.
I don't want it to control me anymore, I'm going through the motions, friends, activities, work, gym. But right now it all feels so hollow. Who am I, what am I, where am I going. A couple of weeks ago I knew and now I need to relearn it all again. Like learning a new language. it's easier when your younger they keep telling me. That scares me for the future. I never want this pain again. If she can do it, anyone can. Isn't that a terrifying thought. People are fickle, love is too, I see that now. Nothing is always and forever is never, everything turns to dust in the end, in the dark gloom of the universe.
That's another thing I'm scared of, falling out of love with her. I know it sounds stupid and ridiculous after what she put me through. But letting go is scary, it feels like it was all for nothing. I know that's not true and it's going to be part of my history, but at this moment it's like losing an arm. I know it's gone but I can still feel it itch, I can still feel my muscles clench when I tighten my fist. But when I look down it's not there anymore, just a stump and a phantom. I'm looking, but nothings looking back. I'm alone and yet I'm not. I'm lucky that I have people that care for me. That have allowed me to cry on their shoulders. I don't know how I would have got through this without them. The amount of times I ditched or brushed these people off for her. Yet they were there straight away to pick up the pieces that were scattered to the floor. I count my blessings for them, I feel like I don't deserve them. I probably don't. But I'm glad their there, all the same.
I see couples now all the time, you know when you want a car and you start seeing that car everywhere. I see them now and I envy them in my melancholy, but I also think when will it end for you. Who will be the broken one, because there's always one. Her or him, it's all just a coin flip, we live our lives on strange paths unseen. We all raise our eyes to get a view of the road ahead. But we can't ever be sure. The paths are in flux, ever changing. One foot will take you somewhere and the other will have you spinning to a place you could never fathom.
I wish I was stronger, I wish I was like other people who don't get stuck in their heads like me. I always found it hard to sleep, I feel like that's when I'm most active. Lying in bed looking at the ceiling through my eyelids, watching the strange things my mind brings me in the dark of night. Even when I was lying next to her. It was always hard to turn my head off, even more so now with her and Norms whizzing through my head.
And our dog, our Normzie, my cute little hairy Norman, my boy, my sweet little boy, who was always so happy to see me, his dad. Well not anymore. I was there for the pictures when he was born and as he was growing, I also saw him shaking when he got off that van and when he met his new mum and dad, I played fetch with him for the first time, I watched him have his first meal in his new home, I watched him grow, I saw it all and I felt it all. I love him just like she loves him. I wonder how she would feel if she couldn't ever see him again.
I want to be the Swan at the end of this song, I'm not going to let this run my head anymore. I finally started to go to the gym and im making myself happy about something I've always been unhappy with. I feel like it's the only time I have a healthy outlet for my feelings. I'm angry there, but it feels good. It's not the end of my story but the beggining of a new one. But believing that is as hard as letting them go. I don't want to be sad anymore, I don't want to fight back tears at random times of my day, I want people to stop looking at me like they feel sorry for me. I feel sorry enough for myself as it is.
I want to learn to live again, to laugh, to truly laugh without the bitterness hiding at the back of my throat. I want to learn to be alone again, to enjoy the things I enjoy, without being sad, and to love again. I dont know when I'll be ready for it, if at all, to allow myself to feel for someone again. I don't want to be bitter and alone, I don't want to keep track of what someone is doing for fear of bereavement. I want to learn to trust again. But the truth is hard to swallow. She did hurt me and she stopped trusting me with her feelings. But not everyone is her and I can't blame the world for what she did. I can't let someone else be the source of my happiness or sadness, that I have to do for myself.
Now everyday that passes is another day further away from what was once my happiness, like a boat drifting out to sea slowly moving out to the horizon. I lament for the day that it finally disappears in to the sunset. But that's when my new story will finally begin, when I've let the hate and regret finally go. when I can look to the horizon and bask in the sunlight, without that boat staining the view of my world. It will all make me the man I will so proudly be one day.
Thats the moral of this story, you have to leap to find what you want. You have to have faith you'll land on your feet. Otherwise, what's the point in jumping at all. I can sit alone forever and scream at the world for being unfair. But doesn't everyone go through the same thing. I'm not the only one hurting and I won't be the last. Right now I want her to regret it, I want her to see me somewhere, looking at my best, just so she can think for a second. But what will that bring me, nothing. A shadow of a feeling I once had. By that time I hope to not care anymore or to at least accept the world for what it is, a place that really doesn't make any sense, a place where we have to make our own sense out of it. A place where I can finally be happy.
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2021.10.22 09:05 svanapps Bitcoin and co take a breather as markets wait for US to wake up

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2021.10.22 09:05 razingcats Finesse Online Clothing Co. very likely a scam.

I put an order through the clothing brand [Finesse](finesse.us/) a few weeks ago. I found the company via Instagram ad and really loved their clothes. After not receiving anything I checked my email for any confirmation or shipping status/updates. I was clearly charged on PayPal and sent a confirmation receipt from PayPal but I found no confirmation from Finesse. What was strange though was that an hour after I sent my order through I received an email from Finesse telling me to “check out these items before your check out” as if I hadn’t sent my order through already. I also didn’t get a confirmation directly on their website after submitting the order. I don’t believe I was even given an order number. I contacted Finesse on IG but was told that they did not see an order by me and that no charge was put through on PayPal. Except, that’s simply not true. I’m now resolving it with PayPal’s resolution center since the company is ignoring me at this point. Maybe it was a glitch but it’s looking kinda bad at this point. I’ll update when I have heard from PayPal but I really wanted to warn people just in case.
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2021.10.22 09:05 curiousbowling Pokies

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2021.10.22 09:05 Tasha_wit NRNP 6531 Week 6 Midterm Exam SCORE 82 (Spring 2021) A GOOD STUDY GUIDE

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2021.10.22 09:05 GuardMC Do you really want help or do you just want validation?

I'm amazed at the number of people who post on here asking for help solving problems but don't take advice, seeking workout partners but don't have any intention of actually following through on becoming an SW Operator, or asking questions that will not help them become an SW Operator in any way.
Before posting here, please ask yourself: Are you actually serious about becoming an Operator? Are you willing to do what it takes to prepare for the arduous selection process? Will you actually act on advice to make your dreams happen?
Or are you just seeking validation? Do you just want someone to tell you what you want to hear and everything is going to be OK, regardless of the truth?
Stop posting here if you're not going to follow through.
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2021.10.22 09:05 rickdaltonnnnn are these gramatically correct? (1)''what is wrong here is that we don't say that'', (2)''what makes you happy after coming up makes us happy too'' (3)''what way would that be is not your business'' (4)''what will happen to us when she gets up?''

are these gramatically correct? (1)''what is wrong here is that we don't say that'', (2)''what makes you happy after coming up makes us happy too'' (3)''what way would that be is not your business'' (4)''what will happen to us when she gets up?''
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2021.10.22 09:05 KylaBloomCurves My sweet face can fool you...

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