2021.10.22 09:34 dragonslayerbigpimp Poll: Guess Next Teddy Fresh Collab
2021.10.22 09:34 SuggestionCold2910 DJ SNAKE - SG (Club Remix)
2021.10.22 09:34 araaradesuka Microdosing E
So im from the UK and have booked an IGS with gender gp coming up soon and have just realised I should have looked at dosages better.
So im non binary amab and ive opted for microdosing estrogen and now im worried it might have little or no effect. Has anyone else microdosed estrogen before? The dose is i believe 0.75 mg.
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2021.10.22 09:34 vindaxadmin123 VinDAX Lists MURPHYCOIN (MPY) on 2022/01/01 08:00 AM UTC
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2021.10.22 09:34 Minewolf20 Mod of the Week - Meetle!
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This week's Mod of the Week is Meetle! by Poltergeist666. For the past few months, this mod has developed from a simple dimension mod to one of the prettiest dimension/adventure mods you can find for Minecraft. Its main feature is the dimension Meeveral that opens a whole new world of possibilities with multiple biomes, bosses, structures and toolsets. It's spooky in its core, but don't let that scare you too much. There's a lot to discover in this one, and it's worth every minute. Plus, you get to see breathtaking sceneries along the way! Check it out!
Don't forget to submit your mod too. If your mod didn't win, you can resubmit, and you might be chosen next time.
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2021.10.22 09:34 Dakronic1981 Ok whats min draw to ETH and SHIB as 2mil shib is almosy 56 usd im sure ETH is lower draw and rate shib is going up will take maybe month hit draw on 50mh soon will they consider change the draw to rate and price of the shib they should really always be working on this factor
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2021.10.22 09:34 electrobuzz Ralf - Lifeline
2021.10.22 09:34 Swiss666 Babydoll [@Chikuwa_bunbun]
2021.10.22 09:34 Walknasty55 Next in the line
2021.10.22 09:34 MsPerfectly-fine Is my 21F best friend 22F in love with me?
For some context, we met in October 2019 when I started a new job. I had just moved from out of state and had no real friends. We became best friends virtually overnight. Our boss was very against the friendship since it could all blow up at any minute and interfere with work. That didn’t stop us from being friends though. It seems like that only made us closer. Just to make things worse, my boss was also my brother in law…who I also lived with. I moved in with my sister, brother in law, niece and nephew to help out with their newborn baby. I thought it was a good opportunity to reconnect with my mother’s side of my family. In hindsight, not the best idea but more on that later.I should mention that when we became friends she was dating someone and I was not. Shortly after we met, they broke up. I on the other hand, met someone. This brings us to February. I suddenly didn’t have enough time to spend with everyone between work, my girlfriend, my family and her. She seemed to get jealous but she blamed it on me not prioritizing our friendship. Things at home were only getting worse for me. I could not afford to live in my own and I felt trapped. Then my best friend swooped it and offered for me to live with her and her mom. It was a hard decision but I chose to move out. This strained things at work for awhile but my brother in law was very nice about it all. Living together was great for awhile but then she started getting jealous again. Again, she wasn’t seeing anyone at the time. My girlfriend now had been kicked out of her place by her roommate and started living with her parents again. The three of us got a place together and it was great. It was my friends idea for my girlfriend to even live there. I would have never asked. She then had her girlfriend of one month move in. I was shocked but it almost felt like she was getting back me. This was the final drop in the bucket of our friendship. We never spoke or even hung out anymore outside of work. I was then fired from my job which was heartbreaking. She asked to move out after just over a month of living together. I said that it was okay and she left. I had no job and I lost my best friend. Things ended so badly we didn’t speak for months. She reached out first and we reconnected only a month ago. She is now saying she wants us to be just like we used to be. Sleepovers, partying, shopping, and doing everything together. She tell me she loves me which isn’t new and even hints at us dating. I love and miss my friend but my girlfriend thinks she is crushing on me. There is so so so much more to the story but what do you think? Is she just missing me too or did she fall in love with me?
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2021.10.22 09:34 MitchBucannnon Ledger Confusion: New Metamask or new Metamask account
I have metamask and I created a new account connected to a hardware wallet. Was I meant to create a completely new metamask and connect the hardware wallet? How do the two differ?
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2021.10.22 09:34 Unlikely_Wrangler_72 Roy Woods - What We Did (Chopped And Screwed by Ebonic Hobbit)
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2021.10.22 09:34 princaz Middle life crisis......
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2021.10.22 09:34 Comfortable-Room1622 Rugby: "pas de blague", prévient Michael Hooper avant Japon-Australie Oita (Japon), 22 oct 2021 (AFP) - Le capitaine desWallabies Michael Hooper a prévenu vendredi ses(...) #RUGBY #XVDEFRANCE #TOP14 #PROD2 #NATIONALERUGBY #RUGBYAMATEUR @vibrezrugbyd2
2021.10.22 09:34 SparkySpider Grand Theft Auto: The Trilogy – The Definitive Edition Trailer
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2021.10.22 09:34 Annasdrawingchannel Inktober Day 22 Open Haunted Doll Speed Drawing (31 Days of Halloween)
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2021.10.22 09:34 skrewydriver Mostest in the leastest
In a mere 3 seconds, the entire universe of Neil’s skill comes to life in a burst of brilliance at the 3:55 to 3:58 point in the Live From Manchester version of Natural Science. I play that $4it over and over, just marveling at his excellence.
What’s your favorite short take?
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2021.10.22 09:34 Ok-Primary-855 Head canon: love, loss and hope
I feel hurt, lost and alone. The walls of my head are closing in. The person I love doesn't love me anymore and I don't know what to do. I feel a pressure on my heart and a lump in my throat. I'm trying to look past it and become something better, but it's hard when she's constantly in my head. I see the good times and the bad times and it makes me want to rage and howl. How can it be the way it was when my heart has been hurt so much. She was my life and soul, the love of my life, the One. Or so I thought. How can the One break you in to pieces like this, without a care in the world. How can the One not care about the pain she put you through. How can she live with herself. She was never the One, after all.
I thought she was when I met her. I felt very similar to now. Lost and alone in a strange place. We met at Uni. I remember the first time I spoke to her. She was surprised by my London accent, being a southern girl. I said she sounded like a supply teacher. I think I fell for her maybe the third time I saw her. I just thought she was so genuine and so beautiful because of it. So like me, unsure of herself in this wide world. She was mine and I was hers, we shared our hopes and our fears, our dreams and our losses. We were two broken people In a broken world that found each other and somehow the world started to make sense for both of us, we finally understood what it was, we were each others human.
I told all my friends someone made her in a lab for me, how naive I was. I didn't know it then, no, back then it was all love. I remember how obsessed with each other we were and how long the weekdays felt until I could see her again, to hold her to me, to make her laugh, to just be with each other. When I'd come back from holiday all the boys would chastise me that I've invited her over straight away, but I didn't care. I wanted to see her more than them.
There are too many memories to put down to paper, for this would be thousand pages long, even now they hurt to recount. We watched shows, went out, walked beaches, always happy. We'd introduced each other to shows and films and place's we'd never seen. We'd travel miles just to see each other for a moment, We'd laugh together at the good times, cry together at the sad times and hold each tight during the scary times. She watched Lord of the Rings, properly, for the first time with me. She didn't really enjoy it, but I didn't care. I loved her. I loved her through everything, good and bad, I didn't care. I just wanted her. We spoke of the future, of living together and starting our life. Of marriage, of kids, of eternal bliss. She said I was her rock, her support, when did that stop. I'll never know. When did she stop believing I wasn't there for her, because I always was. I always belonged to her as she belonged to me. Then one day she didn't.
I asked her what's wrong, she didn't say anything. She reclused, she hid from me, she had a panic attack. I tried to hold her hand as I always do, she told me not to touch her. I cannot describe the devastation I felt in that moment. I want to use some profound metaphor for physical pain, but I have no words. When did she decide that I was a stranger. That I wasn't her ***** anymore, that I was someone else. That I was nothing.
I found out about the "break" from her mum first, not even from the person I was with. She had a panic attack and decided the best person to discuss her relationship with was her mum. Not me, but her mum. They came to a conclusion I was forced to accept. She wanted space. I didn't even hear it from her first. We lived 70 miles away from each other at this point, what more space could I give her. She didn't have to say anything else, but she did.
I'm still her person she said. Why does that ring so hollow, because I know it's not true. How can I be her person when she threw me away like I never meant anything, when she erased all of our history like I never existed. I asked her is this it, Don't be so dramatic she said, one of the last sentences she spoke to my face. She said she didn't love me and ended it a week later. Why did she play with me, what did she get out of it. I don't know, I'll probably never know. Don't be so dramatic, how did she think those were the right words for what she knew was coming. They haunt me still.
My heart is too soft for this world, I put all of myself in to her and she rejected it. She said she doesn't want me anymore, she said it's not something that happens overnight. But for me It did, my whole future was shattered in seconds. Our happy little life in our flat with our Norman was nothing but a dream. Once it was a good dream, now it brings me only sadness. She told me not to regret what never happened, but how can I not. How many times did I tell them that one day I'll never say goodbye again. I never even got a chance to say it for the last time.
Then she deleted everything. Every moment, every memory, every remnant of us. Like I was a dirty stain. Like I never existed. Like I wasn't worth anything else. Just a couple taps of her finger and I stopped existing for her. Maybe I'm reading too much in too it. But I can't stop the feelings of worthlessness that take over my mind when ever I think of her now. How can she pretend that I never meant anything to her, like I wasn't ever hers. When did I become a ghost.
Betrayal and torment follow me wherever I go. I feel like I'm stuck in a prison inside my head. When I sleep, I see them and I feel happy. I see her face, her eyes and her smile, looking at me like she used too, her hand on mine. I see Norman running at me yapping as he always does and I feel happy again. Then I wake up. I remember where I am. I feel like I'm in a dream I can't wake from. I love her still, but I hate her too. She gave to me some of the happiest moments of my life, and now the most painful. I feel like a fool. Like I wasn't good enough, like I never mattered. How can she throw me away like I'm nothing when all I did was try. Everything I did was for us, she said it should have been for me. I think she forgot that us was me and us was her. How can she forget, why did she forget. I fear I will never know the answer. Maybe it's for the best, maybe it's not. That's life. Throwing a stone blindly in to the ocean and not knowing where its gonna land, what ripples it will create and how it will disturb the floor when it finally lands. It's all a leap of faith. And I jumped for her, and landed face first in the dust.
I just wish she told me to my face that Sunday. That she didn't love me anymore. The pain would have still hurt. But I wouldn't hate her for lying to me and playing with my head. The cord would have been cut. My life wouldn't have been on put on hold. I wouldn't have been pacing and walking around wondering. I could have respected her. But now I see nothing but a heartless coward in place of the girl I loved more than life, 4 years and she ended it like I was a used dishcloth, to be thrown away when it's use is up.
I don't want it to control me anymore, I'm going through the motions, friends, activities, work, gym. But right now it all feels so hollow. Who am I, what am I, where am I going. A couple of weeks ago I knew and now I need to relearn it all again. Like learning a new language. it's easier when your younger they keep telling me. That scares me for the future. I never want this pain again. If she can do it, anyone can. Isn't that a terrifying thought. People are fickle, love is too, I see that now. Nothing is always and forever is never, everything turns to dust in the end, in the dark gloom of the universe.
That's another thing I'm scared of, falling out of love with her. I know it sounds stupid and ridiculous after what she put me through. But letting go is scary, it feels like it was all for nothing. I know that's not true and it's going to be part of my history, but at this moment it's like losing an arm. I know it's gone but I can still feel it itch, I can still feel my muscles clench when I tighten my fist. But when I look down it's not there anymore, just a stump and a phantom. I'm looking, but nothings looking back. I'm alone and yet I'm not. I'm lucky that I have people that care for me. That have allowed me to cry on their shoulders. I don't know how I would have got through this without them. The amount of times I ditched or brushed these people off for her. Yet they were there straight away to pick up the pieces that were scattered to the floor. I count my blessings for them, I feel like I don't deserve them. I probably don't. But I'm glad their there, all the same.
I see couples now all the time, you know when you want a car and you start seeing that car everywhere. I see them now and I envy them in my melancholy, but I also think when will it end for you. Who will be the broken one, because there's always one. Her or him, it's all just a coin flip, we live our lives on strange paths unseen. We all raise our eyes to get a view of the road ahead. But we can't ever be sure. The paths are in flux, ever changing. One foot will take you somewhere and the other will have you spinning to a place you could never fathom.
I wish I was stronger, I wish I was like other people who don't get stuck in their heads like me. I always found it hard to sleep, I feel like that's when I'm most active. Lying in bed looking at the ceiling through my eyelids, watching the strange things my mind brings me in the dark of night. Even when I was lying next to her. It was always hard to turn my head off, even more so now with her and Norms whizzing through my head.
And our dog, our Normzie, my cute little hairy Norman, my boy, my sweet little boy, who was always so happy to see me, his dad. Well not anymore. I was there for the pictures when he was born and as he was growing, I also saw him shaking when he got off that van and when he met his new mum and dad, I played fetch with him for the first time, I watched him have his first meal in his new home, I watched him grow, I saw it all and I felt it all. I love him just like she loves him. I wonder how she would feel if she couldn't ever see him again.
I want to be the Swan at the end of this song, I'm not going to let this run my head anymore. I finally started to go to the gym and im making myself happy about something I've always been unhappy with. I feel like it's the only time I have a healthy outlet for my feelings. I'm angry there, but it feels good. It's not the end of my story but the beggining of a new one. But believing that is as hard as letting them go. I don't want to be sad anymore, I don't want to fight back tears at random times of my day, I want people to stop looking at me like they feel sorry for me. I feel sorry enough for myself as it is.
I want to learn to live again, to laugh, to truly laugh without the bitterness hiding at the back of my throat. I want to learn to be alone again, to enjoy the things I enjoy, without being sad, and to love again. I dont know when I'll be ready for it, if at all, to allow myself to feel for someone again. I don't want to be bitter and alone, I don't want to keep track of what someone is doing for fear of bereavement. I want to learn to trust again. But the truth is hard to swallow. She did hurt me and she stopped trusting me with her feelings. But not everyone is her and I can't blame the world for what she did. I can't let someone else be the source of my happiness or sadness, that I have to do for myself.
Now everyday that passes is another day further away from what was once my happiness, like a boat drifting out to sea slowly moving out to the horizon. I lament for the day that it finally disappears in to the sunset. But that's when my new story will finally begin, when I've let the hate and regret finally go. when I can look to the horizon and bask in the sunlight, without that boat staining the view of my world. It will all make me the man I will so proudly be one day.
Thats the moral of this story, you have to leap to find what you want. You have to have faith you'll land on your feet. Otherwise, what's the point in jumping at all. I can sit alone forever and scream at the world for being unfair. But doesn't everyone go through the same thing. I'm not the only one hurting and I won't be the last. Right now I want her to regret it, I want her to see me somewhere, looking at my best, just so she can think for a second. But what will that bring me, nothing. A shadow of a feeling I once had. By that time I hope to not care anymore or to at least accept the world for what it is, a place that really doesn't make any sense, a place where we have to make our own sense out of it. A place where I can finally be happy.
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2021.10.22 09:34 Assassin_Scaramouche Celebrations
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2021.10.22 09:34 truefaith63 Vintage - Joy Division New Order - Autographed In-Person - XL T-Shirt - Factory | eBay
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2021.10.22 09:34 c-biscuit90 Beta Key
2021.10.22 09:34 Evie_Sucks It’s Friday, enjoy! F26.
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2021.10.22 09:34 Globbglogabgalab The city of Brescia (Italy) refuses China's censorship request to cancel Badiucao's exhibit. The mayor: "dissent is a right" (Translation in comments)
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2021.10.22 09:34 rad302 The snail is on the hunt
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