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2021.10.22 10:40 chrisauvray6 Hey, I don't if I am allowed to post here, but I wanted to share two writing pieces that I created about my chronic pain and heart condition.
Sickening Sickness I walk into the doctor's office for the hundredth time. I really can't count how many doctors I have been to. I don't remember their faces, or their voices, or names. But I can't forget what the cardiologist said, eyes fixated on me: "You are chronically ill with a rare congenital heart condition, and if you want to heal, you better lose some weight."
"You will also need to become a cyborg, or your heart might stop. Also, abdicate all that you love doing, or you'll need a transplant. Take these six pills for the rest of your life; you are in danger if not." I did not have time to process; I had school in half an hour. I could just process everything five years later.
Anyway, depression hit, and so did the weight gain. See, genetics are... Complicated and often a mystery. Imagine this: Genes for a heart condition, for obesity, for alcoholism, fibromyalgia. How could I even keep my weight on track, especially being 16 years old? I couldn't, and life got more complicated. Way more complicated.
After that, it really didn't matter that my problem was sneezing or a headache. Or maybe a tingly arm. Or constant pain. Nor did it matter that I was healthy, within my limits. So I walk into the doctor's office for the hundredth time and ask him to cut me open and purge my unhurried executioner.
A few hours with my lights out, and I woke up empty. No wonder. I paid someone to remove my humans' second heart. And I did spend a lot. Not money, but the following months would be hell. Little did I know that not only the following months would be challenging, but also every next spoon of food aimed at my mouth. Until I die.
I go back to the cardiologist's office, and he congratulates me when he sees a walking corpse with flaccid skin hanging and dancing profound eyebags and a horrid face of disgust with life. I wonder why he seems so happy and enthusiastic, why they all seemed. I was thinner, yes. Healthier? I couldn't say as much.
I go back home with a new prescription every time But the pills are long forgotten, substituted by other chemicals. Chemicals of my choice, to stun the brain away from this sickening constant sickness. And also, they do help with the pain. Yes, pain. What? There is no standard level of pain? Great.
And I am back in the doctors' office, not wanting to be there. And out again with yet another prescription. But this one didn't work. So I went to see another doctor, in another clinic, even less energetically. This time, I came out with a more extensive list. And now they are eleven, every day.
Eleven drugs every day. Me, who until then, had never taken more then what Mother Gaia has offered us in its pure state. And, oh, they are not pleasant. I do no longer enjoy being high or asleep. But I guess it doesn't matter. With eleven pills and titanium on my chest, I can almost look like a real human being - but not without clothes.
In the Foggy Streets of Chem-Mind City
The days and nights go by without any change, the hours not even seeming to pass. Is it the pandemic? Or is it this new Fentanyl thing glued to my arm? I remember being in pain, going to a doctor for a prescription, taking those pills, putting a sticker with meds on my arm, and then... Numbness. The ache went away, that's for sure. But so did my energy, fast-thinking, and body control - I have been moving like I am made of water. I don't even feel like myself anymore.
Yes, sure, it is good to get out of bed and not feel every muscle of my body yelling bloody murder as if some elder being had torn them apart in my sleep. But I have lost so much; is it even worth it? It was just pain, after all. So after getting out of bed, I go into autopilot and watch myself from a distance doing the ordinary stuff of a daily routine. I brush my teeth, painstakingly brush my hair; I then go to the kitchen only to eschew away from the breakfast as if it was about to eat me instead and leave for work.
The outside world is a blur. A beautiful bleary multicolored landscape, I must say. Cars going under the speed limit rush by my side, and my brain processes the noise as if I had heard a Formula 1 car racing on the main roads. Lights, ads, and giant posters catch my attention, but I am no longer fast enough to read them, or sometimes I am just trying to buffer or process that speed. Kids cry, machines hum everywhere, the birds... No, there are no birds. People talk way too fast, even when they sound like a sloth; the words struggle to enter any logical sense, and I end up boring people with my feeble attempts of communicating. There is no way that my chemically stunned brain would be able to keep up.
But I, in the heart of that chaotic tornado, can't even react. I watch, wanting to participate. I am an outsider, an alien to that pandemonium, forced to merely slow experience life events without any chance of participation. I would say it could have been different if I was a farmer, but that would be a lie. I can barely carry myself around.
In a certain way, not noticing every detail from inside gives you a bigger panoramic that either galvanizes your soul or numbs it even further; it will depend on your mood and perspective for the day. But it's hard to have any specific viewpoint or plans for the following hours when the shaking starts, and you only wish you had stayed in bed.
Weren't these pills supposed to be antidepressants too? Anyways, it doesn't really matter. I think that what matters is that I don't feel it anymore. Nor the pain nor anything at all. Well, I do feel like I am watching my own life from a distance, but I guess that's not a feeling... It's more like a realistic analysis, right? Well, my brain is getting confused again. I might continue this journal later.
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2021.10.22 10:40 concerned-corgi just drew some of the boys :)
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2021.10.22 10:40 Evenlymade Transfers/Faction swaps and toxic ass people with the ability to report for nothing.
My god this game brings the worst people out of the woodwork. Is it really so hard not act as though you have thousands of dollars on the line? On our server (Unnamed) covenant has been really chill from day one, while the much more popular and powerful MaraudeSyndicate both skyrocketed into every territory and imploded in weeks. Then we get transplants and all of a sudden it's some wannabe dictator horseshit where if you don't do things their way, they flood the faction chat with bitchy complaints. They aren't the majority so it's not a huge problem like it was in their respective factions, but Jesus Christ it's an embarrassment. However, lets not forget the potential for false bans to kneecap your own faction members attempting to take a territory they wanted themselves. Oh no! That would be awful if they were not in control!
The report system needs to be worked on something fierce.
I don't know how it is on other servers, but as dope as this game is - some of you guys need to chill the absolute fuck out.
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2021.10.22 10:40 sparenethedetails Iris is a real good puppers.
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2021.10.22 10:40 Tracer011 Who has a greater physical similarity to their founding population - South Slavs to East Slavs and Poles or Anatolian Turks to Central Asians such as Turkmen and Uzbeks?
I feel like too many polls/questions on this sub are either pointless or have an obvious answer. This is one of the topics I feel is very rarely discussed.
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